It is here. Now is the time. You are as good as you will ever be in how you are ready to tackle that thing. Sure you can be a little stronger, a little faster or smarter or prettier but even that version of you is not ready because you keep thinking of another thing-- another requirement to make you whole. Only if there is $10,000 more in your bank account; or only if you have a perfect girlfriend or husband and you aren't depressed. Only if your car is paid off, or that you can finally afford the BMW M3-- then you will be ready. Perhaps you just haven't found that 1 perfect element, and then your success can finally follow.
I know that is how I had been thinking with how perhaps there is a better time. A more suitable moment to act.
It's been 6 months since I ended my last relationship. There were many great moments, but it came to an end. I didn't think it would affect me as much since the split was almost mutual. But as much as I tried not to, I was devastated. There were numerous nights I woke up in the middle of the night pondering if I should I get back together to mitigate the pain?
Maybe when the pain heals I can then pick up this blog and make it shine.
But this is me. And only by accepting my struggles that I can finally be at peace with myself and grow. So that time is now and not later. I must write to bring this blog back alive.